They had no idea I already had the keys to my lakehouse sitting in my purse.
I didn’t even feel sorry for Gavin. He had stood by and let his wife try to squeeze me out of my own home just to avoid an argument. If he didn’t want the responsibility of standing up for his mother, he was going to have to learn the responsibility of maintaining a home.
October was rolling in, the oil tank was dangerously close to empty, and it was going to be a very, very cold month for them.
Sunday evening was eerily quiet.
Gavin and Sloan had gone out to dinner, probably to complain about how stubborn I was being. I used the empty house to finalize everything.
My suitcase was packed. My small SUV was parked in the garage, loaded down with the few things I truly cared about.
I took one last walk through the house.
It was a beautiful building, but it wasn’t a home anymore. It was just real estate weighed down by the entitlement of two people who didn’t know the meaning of hard work.
I didn’t leave a dramatic, angry letter. I just left a very clinical list on the kitchen island. It had the trash pickup schedule, the chimney sweep’s phone number, and a note stating that the HVAC maintenance contract expired tomorrow.
At the very bottom, I wrote:
“I’ve deducted my $800 October rent from the utility overpayments I made earlier this month. We are completely square.”
When they got home late that night, I could hear them whispering in the hallway.
“She’s caving,” Sloan said, sounding smug. “She’ll probably just hand us a check tomorrow. You watch.”
Gavin mumbled something under his breath. He sounded exhausted.
I sat in the dark of my bedroom, feeling a profound sense of relief.
I wasn’t afraid of being alone at the lake. I was actually looking forward to a silence that wasn’t loaded with resentment.
I thought about my garden up in New Hampshire. It was the perfect time of year to cut back the perennials. Tomorrow, at this time, I’d be sitting on my deck looking out at the water.
Sloan really thought she had backed me into a corner where my only way out was to open my wallet. She forgot that I was the one who built the very room in the first place.
I set my alarm for 6:00 a.m.
It was the last time I would ever sleep under this roof.
I took one last look at the framed photo of my husband on the nightstand.
“I’m heading out now, Warren,” I whispered in the dark. “It’s time.”
Right on the dot at 7:30 a.m., a small moving truck backed into the driveway.
Because Gavin and Sloan loved to sleep in, and the upstairs was well insulated, they didn’t hear a thing. The movers were absolute pros. In under forty minutes, my remaining furniture, my bed, my desk, and my favorite reading chair were loaded up.
I had prepped everything so there wouldn’t be a sound.
When the truck pulled away, I stood alone in my empty bedroom. It looked so small and meaningless now.
I walked out to the foyer and left my house key on the console table.
Right next to it, I left a second envelope. It contained the cancellation confirmations for the high-speed internet and the landline, both of which were in my name.
Sloan was always whining about the slow Wi-Fi that I paid for. Now she could have the pleasure of setting up a new account herself, which, with the local cable company, usually took a good two weeks.
I pulled the front door shut behind me.
The click of the lock sounded like absolute freedom.
I got into my car and hit the road. As soon as I merged onto the highway heading north, I felt years of heavy, suffocating weight lift right off my shoulders.
No more “Elaine, do this.”
No more “Elaine, pay for that.”
Around 10:00 a.m., I glanced at my phone sitting silently on the passenger seat. The screen lit up.
Sloan.
I ignored it.
Then Gavin, over and over again.
They must have finally woken up and discovered the empty room. Or maybe they tried to make themselves a cup of espresso and realized they didn’t have the Wi-Fi to Google why the machine was blinking an error code.
I kept driving, watching the gorgeous New England autumn roll by.
I hadn’t just moved out of a house. I had resigned from a job that was slowly killing my spirit.
When I finally pulled into Wolfeboro, the crisp lake air hit my lungs. The key to the condo turned perfectly in the lock.