He froze.
“Your parents overnight?”
“Just one night,” I assured him. “Maybe we could cook something together. It would be low-key.”
He made a face like I’d suggested a tax audit.
“Liv, no offense, but your dad makes me feel like I’m at a job interview. And your mom, I’d have to be on, you know?”
I blinked. “Be on?”
“Yeah, like polite, watching what I say, making conversation.”
I dropped the knife a little too hard on the cutting board.
“You mean being a decent human being?”
“Don’t twist it,” he said, defensive. “I’m just saying I can’t relax around them. They’re not as easygoing as my parents.”
That was the moment I realized my comfort came second in his mind. Or maybe it didn’t register at all.
“You do realize,” I said, measuring each word, “that I’ve been hosting your parents every week, cooking for them, cleaning up after them, listening to your mom lecture me about proper towel folding, and you think you’re the one who has to be on for one night?”
He didn’t answer. He just shrugged and went back to stirring the pot.
When I came home from errands and found those suitcases in the hallway, something inside me shifted.
I found Nolan in the kitchen acting as if nothing was wrong.
“It’s just a couple days,” he said, not looking up from his phone. “You know how they are. Besides, it’s not a big deal.”
Not a big deal.
My heart pounded in my chest as I climbed the stairs to the guest room. The bed was already unmade. Sandra’s silk robe was draped over the chair. Glenn’s slippers sat by the door as if he’d lived here for years.
I stood in the doorway of the room that had once felt like mine in some small symbolic way, the space where I’d hung eucalyptus bundles and dreamed of quiet mornings with meditation.
Now it smelled like menthol cream and cheap aftershave.
At dinner that night, Sandra asked if I’d mind switching laundry detergents.
“The lavender one you use makes Glenn’s skin itch,” she explained, as Glenn added, “And the water pressure in the upstairs shower is a bit rough. Any way to fix that?”
I smiled thinly. “Sure, I’ll add it to my list.”
I looked across the table at Nolan, who was eating as if nothing had changed.
That night, I lay awake, staring at the ceiling fan. Their footsteps echoed down the hallway. My head buzzed with unspoken words. My muscles ached from holding in every reaction I wasn’t permitted to express.
Nolan snored softly beside me.
Between midnight and 2:00 a.m., I realized I had two choices. Continue being the doormat in designer sweatpants or take back control of my life.
I turned over, pulled my phone from the nightstand, and texted just one person.
Rebecca, do you still have that guest room?
The reply came instantly.
Always.
I didn’t have a fully formed plan yet, but something had shifted. I wasn’t angry, not yet. But I was done being invisible.
The next morning, I made Nolan’s coffee exactly how he liked it, extra hot with a splash of oat milk, and left it on the counter without a word. He didn’t notice I hadn’t made one for myself.
Sandra was already in the kitchen wearing my robe.
“Olivia, do you have any chamomile tea that isn’t so flowery? My stomach’s a bit off.”
I silently opened a cabinet, handed her what she wanted, and walked away without smiling.
Glenn shuffled in minutes later, yawning loudly, and turned on the TV.
Volume 39.
I’d never felt like a stranger in my own home before, but now my movements were smaller, quieter, as if I were the visitor, hoping not to disturb.
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